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So here we are, another month! This week is a busy one for me. I have two papers to write that are overdue, I have a project due on Friday, I'm going to a Midnight showing of Watchmen in Alexandria (so i'll be a zombie on Friday), going out to dinner with Mandie and Caroline for my birthday on Saturday and then Sunday is my 21st birthday! I like having a busy life because it keeps my mind off of other boring/lame/depressing issues in my life. Speaking of which, I told grandma to leave me alone today, its funny cause I didn't mean to say it out loud and I didn't think she heard me, but of course she did. But she's not acting weird and she seemed to get the obvious hint. I can't wait for summer, I have no plans and I'll probably be alone most of it, but I just need to get away from everything and everyone for a while. Mandie and I have been spending a lot of time together which is great. It just makes me sad because I know next semester it won't be the same and neither will it be with Caroline, well it hasn't been for some time now. I wish I could explain to them how I feel, but it's kinda hard to explain. Whatever lol

Its 4:36am on Thursday January 8th, 2009. School starts next Monday, but it doesn't feel like it. My sleeping doesn't seem to be getting any better. I think I might pull another all nighter. Today wasn't so boring, I got to hang out with Mandie and Tina that was fun. I ate a shit load of doughnuts, and realized how funny that word is. I got my internet back today, so I guess today was a good day. Wait I'm sorry, by today I mean yesterday. Now today, I might get to hang out with Mandie and Tina again, I hope so. Grandma has been really sick, we all got really scared this time. She's doing better though, she thinks she well enough to go back to work today. She woke up at 3am to get ready, which I found extrememly weird, but whatever. I emailed my math teacher to set up a time to retake my math final. I also have to email the finacial aid office on Monday to see if I have a refun check or not. I alos have to talk to Kevin about adding my two comm classes. I hope I pass math class, cuz if I don't, its another year of math. I also hope this doesn't put me back on probation. It just sucks cause I was trying to help Mandie. Oh well, thats what friends are for right? Well I'm going to go and create a blog just for my songs, so I have a back up online somewhere.

So today I realized when I was looking at Mandie's journal that mine sucked, so I decided to change it up a bit. New layout, new title, and all that jazz. I also realized how much I love Girls Aloud's new CD Out Of Control, not as much as I love Tangled Up though. I also recently discovered that I am no longer on academic probation! Which is such a blessing! And I'm pretty sure Mandie and I passed Math this time, one down, one more to go! I'm on Christmas, I mean, Winter Break for like a month then its back to school! I hope this time around I won't freak out and have a mini breakdown. Oh I hung out with Mandie (Mommy) and Tina (Daughter) today, we had a blast as usual. Well I'm going to watch TV for four hours, masturbate, watch Buffy or Charmed, then head to bed. TMI?


-dLb

So it's been two weeks of non-stop action! So far I'm enjoying it all. I like all my classes, pretty much. I ran out of money like last week. Well I still have a little left. I should have budgeted my money better. My computer is like brand new. I got another G-damn virus thingie, so I had to reinstall shit, I'm still doing so. Life is good. I hate saying that, I'm always afraid the other shoe is going to drop or something. I have a very good balance of work and fun at the moment. Monday, Wednesday, and Friday are my busiest days. I wake up at 8 and go to class at 9, then come home for 2 hrs, then have 3 back to back classes, then go to the library with Mandie for two hrs, then go to the gym with Mandie and Caroline for an hr, then I go home. Tuesdays and Thursdays are more laid back. I have one class then I hang out with either Mandie and Jonathan or Mandie and Caroline. I stopped talking to Jimmy, he turned out to be a Bi-polar jerk. I am now talking to this guy named Michael, he's kinda weird, and he's not that cute. I still have a crush on Anthony and Matt, but I'm trying to get over Anthony. Matt, I don't know. I don't know what keeps me from exploring that avenue. I am actually talking to Matt at the moment. We will see where this goes.

So the Girls Aloud tour: Tangled Up! has begun without me :(
I love them, i listen to their music everyday like 24/7, its insane!
I wish they would come to America, but I know they wouldn't be as successful
Everyone would think they're trying to be the New Spice Girls
Which will not happen, that will never happen!
I want to see their concert sooo bad, they better come out with a DVD
Unlike the Spice Girls did, that was a bad move on their part!
Anywhoo, i'm done bitching now

Btw: Took my final bio final ever today!!!!

Damen