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My favorite songs are: World War III, Paranoid, Before the Storm, Much Better, Black Keys, and Turn Right.

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So here we are, another month! This week is a busy one for me. I have two papers to write that are overdue, I have a project due on Friday, I'm going to a Midnight showing of Watchmen in Alexandria (so i'll be a zombie on Friday), going out to dinner with Mandie and Caroline for my birthday on Saturday and then Sunday is my 21st birthday! I like having a busy life because it keeps my mind off of other boring/lame/depressing issues in my life. Speaking of which, I told grandma to leave me alone today, its funny cause I didn't mean to say it out loud and I didn't think she heard me, but of course she did. But she's not acting weird and she seemed to get the obvious hint. I can't wait for summer, I have no plans and I'll probably be alone most of it, but I just need to get away from everything and everyone for a while. Mandie and I have been spending a lot of time together which is great. It just makes me sad because I know next semester it won't be the same and neither will it be with Caroline, well it hasn't been for some time now. I wish I could explain to them how I feel, but it's kinda hard to explain. Whatever lol

Chelsea McBee is a friend of mine and her new CD, Don't Close Your Eyes has been out for a while now and I absolutely love it! Her beautiful personality comes through in every single song. I give this beautiful folksy CD 5 out of 5 hearts! Good job Chelsea!


Chelsea's Website

Sometimes I want to run away, run far, far away. I want to just start walking and walking till I’m in a town I’ve never heard of and people who don’t know my name. I want to escape all my emotions I want to become numb. But just as I open the door and take that first step, a thought crosses my mind, what if no one remembers me, what if no one misses me, what if I go unnoticed? Should I take the risk or should I stay trapped in this cage?

Well it's the first Thursday of my second spring semester of college! It's going swell so far. In the beginning of the week, Mandie and I had some trouble finding classes, but we found them. Social Work and Math 101. (lol) The classes seem easy and sorta fun. I hung out with Caroline this week too, everything is going swell there also. Oh, I almost forgot I got a great refund check! Shopping spree anyone? Well sorry for the short update, but there's not much to report, so....bye :D

Its 4:36am on Thursday January 8th, 2009. School starts next Monday, but it doesn't feel like it. My sleeping doesn't seem to be getting any better. I think I might pull another all nighter. Today wasn't so boring, I got to hang out with Mandie and Tina that was fun. I ate a shit load of doughnuts, and realized how funny that word is. I got my internet back today, so I guess today was a good day. Wait I'm sorry, by today I mean yesterday. Now today, I might get to hang out with Mandie and Tina again, I hope so. Grandma has been really sick, we all got really scared this time. She's doing better though, she thinks she well enough to go back to work today. She woke up at 3am to get ready, which I found extrememly weird, but whatever. I emailed my math teacher to set up a time to retake my math final. I also have to email the finacial aid office on Monday to see if I have a refun check or not. I alos have to talk to Kevin about adding my two comm classes. I hope I pass math class, cuz if I don't, its another year of math. I also hope this doesn't put me back on probation. It just sucks cause I was trying to help Mandie. Oh well, thats what friends are for right? Well I'm going to go and create a blog just for my songs, so I have a back up online somewhere.

So its December30th, Caroline's Birthday! One day till 2009! I'm usually excited about the new year, because it mean a fresh start, but I'm kinda scared, but then again I'm always scared. My New Years Resolution to start saying Yes more. I will be the real life Yes man! I hung out with Caroline yesterday, we went shopping and ate some food. It was fun, I wish Mandie would have gone, but there was miss-communication/ no communication. Matter of fact I haven't talked to her a lot over break, but that's nothing new. I've been so bored! No nervous break down yet, but i have been staying up till 5 am and then waking up at 5 pm :D Well that's enough from me. Happy Holidays to all..

Here's the scene: A grand home, with a great white porch. Two people sitting on the porch holding hands, in silence, staring out into their green yard as the autumn leaves fall to the ground. They look back on their lives together and they laugh and smile. They remember the dances, the clinking glasses, the celebrations, the love they shared, the hopeless romantic notions, and the subtle moments in between. As they stroll down memory lane they realize that all good things don't have to come to an end, they just take a break. As the sun sets on the horizon so does his eyes and their love takes a break, but their souls will soar once more. Then a bright light forms in front of him and he's awake. He sighs and realizes it was all a dream...